Everything I wish I could tell him.
No matter how much I deny it, you mean so very much to me. I care about you more than I can put into words. Anytime you thought I wasn’t being open with you, it was just because I was afraid of saying the wrong thing. I admire your ability to do what you want and not give the slightest regard as to what people think of you. I envy the fact that you have so much going for you in your life. I hope that you’re always happy, because you completely deserve it.
p.s. You were right. You do, in fact, have a nice bum. :)