I'm not gonna lie, I'm a bit kinky and I think that two men having s** is c** worthy, but I'm engaged and I know my fiance isn't that sort of guy. Or so I thought. Adrian has always been really close to his best friend, Marcus, and I've done my best not to intrude whenever they're hanging out until a few days ago.
I came home one day early from a business conference to go and suprise Adrian. Arriving home, I only saw Adrian's car, so I took off my heels and tiptoed up to our bedroom. I heard some noise so I hurried up and peeking in, I saw Adrian kissing Marcus, as the latter thrust into the former. I rushed out of the house and drove to my bosses house, who let me crash in her guest bedroom. I haven't talked to him since, and my boss has made sure security doesn't let him into the building.
I admit, it was hot and beautiful and gave me a lot of confusing emotions to deal with, but I'm at a loss at what to do. I love Adrian, and I've always had a little school girl crush on Marcus but the lack of respect from either of them makes me want to curl up and cry (which I did for the first day). Now I'm at a loss at what to do since Adrian hasn't stopped calling me as I didn't tell him why I was leaving him. My family doesn't know. I couldn't stand telling them how he broke my heart, like they predicted he would.
Perhaps some advice would be in order?