Incipio vita nuova
I have spent five years struggling with p**********, despite being a committed Christian, and this evening I binged entirely. This marks the end of a stream of struggle broken by viewing pretty perverse material, as I now refuse to use the computer without others around me. I have a month to work with God and get my life back on track before I go to university, and that will mark a fresh start. Right now, I'm going to have a long, intense bath to strip away what's left of idiocy, and then the work begins.