I like older men. The guys I've dated have seldom been my age but not too many years apart either. Now it has changed. The first MAN I've kissed was 30. Now I'm seeing another one that is also 30. I'm 18, in case you were wondering. I thought I would be happy with just fooling around, but I'm not. Yes the guy I'm with now is more experienced sexually and therefore is more fun, but he was too easy to get and I quickly lost interest. Why am I still seeing him if I'm no longer interested you ask... well that's a good question for which I do not have a specific answer for, but I do have a few possible conclusions... Maybe because fooling around(sexually) with his is fun and i'm getting experience. Maybe because I don't really have anyone else to do it with. Maybe because guys my age all know each other and therefore it would be difficult to fool around with them without the word spreading. I don't know, I'm not happy.