Am I invisible?
I dated this boy in my younger days. We were perfect for each other and I loved him with every inch of my heart. Plus I was very much so in l*** with him. We eventually broke up because he's never been the type able to settle down. I hated that he gave up. I hated him for giving up on me. A whole year passed being apart from him, but there was never a day that went by without my mind going straight to him. Now he is back in my life. I have to see him every day, but I can't so much as even look at him. We don't speak or even glance in one another's direction. I hate it so badly. I want to just walk up to him and say "I am still head over heels for you M*****, and I want you to love me" but I am so terrified of rejection that I could never do that. All I want more than anything is for someone to reach out to him for me and be like "Look, she can't live without you" It's what I want more than anything, to be with him again.Sep 7, 2011