I'm in love with
I am in love with a professor. We had one night where we did everything except go all the way. We both agreed that it was soooooo sweet. Best kisses ever. I want him still. I will always want him. It is so hard to keep going on. He is my dissertation chair, so we interact regularly. I can't stop loving and wanting him. It's difficult. We have never repeated that evening and never will, but I still keep fantasizing about it. Sigh.