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I might go to jail for this but...
I fantasize about ** my best friend!
i dream he wears nothing but a black speedo and a white dress shirt and he's chained to a cast iron bed. then i take out his ** and rub it all over my face. then i force him to have ** with me. i put his ** in my ** and we start **!
i must be going completely insane, but he's so cute when he's weak and helpless. i might die of a heart attack just thinking about it makes my heart hurt. it's a sharp pain. my lady parts are killing me, yearning for him... i can't take it...
i dunno what to do...
is it wrong? am i completely crazy? i'm only 15 years old (mentally i'm 12 years old)... i can't get a ** charge or go to jail for **... but i want him so bad, i don't think i can keep this locked up inside anymore!
somebody... anybody... HELP
To poster-Don't feel bad,i was the same way when i was 15.I had a very strong crush on a 16 year old guy who was very good looking and popular and on the football team.I thought about him constantly and every chance i got,i hung out with him,etc.I too fantasized about having ** with him and would dream about various senarios in which we could make love together! I finially made my First Holy Communion 3 months before i turned 16 and was in the class with the 2 nd graders[7 year olds] so my parents and gramma's dressed me like the little girls in my class in a poofy,short sleeve,above the knees communion dress and veil with lace anklets and white mary jane shoes.They put cloth baby diapers and plastic pants on me with a tee shirt as my top to be like the little girls,so i was like a 7 year old for the day! My crush came to my party and saw me and was amazed by how i looked! With the diapers and plastic pants on under my dress,i felt like a little girl and was doing my best to try and act normal around him.After my party,we went to his house as his parents were gone for the weekend.He embraced me,then started kissing me and i became lost in the moment! Next thing i knew,his hand was under my dress and on the back of my ** and he was rubbing it over my diapers and plastic pants.I could tell he was very aroused and he undid his pants and pulled them down with his undershorts,then he unzipped my communion dress,pulled it off of me,fully saw my tee shirt,diapers and plastic pants,then forced me to my knees,then thrust his hard ** into my mouth and mouth ** me!He was a little rough,but i put up with it and a few minutes later he came in my mouth and i managed to swallow it all with out gagging!
If he is the same age as you then he is probably desperately wanting to have sexual interactions with you, I think that you should not do ** because you are too young but maybe kissing and a lap dance.
Do what makes you happy, I am 100% sure if you told him you want to ** him he would do what ever you want! Go for it.
hi val!! you wrote on mine,,and it got me thinking a bit......and yes,sadistic smiles would be nice! : )
oh, you're paul right? the one who loves his sister Monica?
nice to talk to u... so how's that diary going? got any plans for getting your sister preggers (pregnant/knocked up) yet?
oh, look i made new emotiocons:
:^) big nose
@O hypnotized
:& tounge-tied
$_$ focased on money
;_; tears
°w° the no thank you face
^_^ calmly happy
what the ** is wrong with you guys trying to make a plan to get a sibling pregnant? and ** ppl? you guys should be locked up somewhere.. they should keep you guys waya from ppl before you hurt them you creeps
if u don't like us, go the ** away. alright?
First of all, you're not crazy. ** fantasies are actually extremely common, especially for women. You can't go to jail for fantasizing about it. Second of all, you are 15 years old. I don't know if you've already lost your virginity or not, but I lost mine when I was 15 and I regret it. I should have waited until I was more mature. For now, I really think you should satisfy your need for ** with masturbation and wait until you're just a little older and more mature to approach your friend.