I'll just cut to the chase. Im a 15 year old girl and I have sexual desires to be raped. I know it sounds weird and possibly horrible to some people. I am a little ashamed and self conscious of it. But before you all judge and post mean comments about what a horrible person I am, let me explain myself. First of all, I think I am masochistic (for those of you who don't know what that is look it up. i'm too lazy to explain it.) I really like being yelled at and called bad names and the idea of being hurt. I don't like the pain necessarily, but I just like to be dominated and abused by men. So, that's where the rape desires play in. I am a very submissive person and if I had a boyfriend I would basically do anything he asked. I really like the idea of forced s**. Like a man forcing me to have s** with him and he would hurt me and make me please him. I also think being a s** slave would be hot. Initially, I think this has to do with my neglectful father issues. The weird ones always do have those damn daddy issues.
Oh, and also for the record I would just like to say that I do not approve of rape. I think it is a horrible thing for someone to have to go through. Although, if I am being completely honest, I do find it hot and it turns me on to see a girl being dominated and screaming in pain. But my main point is that I don't wish it upon anyone or think rape victims deserve it.
So, tell me what you think in the comments. If you think I'm a complete freak then feel free to say so. I would really like to know everyone's opinion on this because I really have no clue what to think about it.