I feel bad because for at least a year now I've been "horribly sick". I've cost my family a lot of money. I've gotten a lot of tests done and even had surgery because im so "sick". I "throw up constantly" and am too "sick" too eat. My mother is convinced i have a wheat allergy. Which means more blood tests coming soon. I've been faking being sick for at least a year now. Its all in my head but I'm the only one that knows and it shall stay that way. Right now, I "have an ear infection".