I'm a guy. I'm also very shy. I can't stand being in a public place but, I have to. Just to make it through life I have to be in front of people but I feel so insecure around people. At home I have a lot of energy. I do many things. I play the piano and the guitar. I draw, and write stories as well. I don't know why I am so shy but I am. Ever since I was little I couldn't speak to girls. I get so nervous, and I shake. I've been trying to deal with this but it's so hard. I'm going to college right now. I'm the guy sitting in the corner. I'm 19 years old. You would think I would have been able to deal with shyness by now but a lot of things happened in my life that didn't exactly help my self esteem. I haven't had a girlfriend. I've never kissed anyone. I've never even held hands with a girl. I know it's pathetic, That's why I hate the way I am.