H Darling, i'm a little confused now

Ah... to protect your privacy i'll call you H.

we've been friends for 4 year now. you told me you love me, but you know how confused i am about the subject... on 9/8/11 i got the ** to kiss you. then you suprised me with a french kiss and i nearly died cause of the shock...

you know that whenever i think about ** i feel like i'll get a heart attack or stroke beause my lady parts, heart, and nearly everything else hurts.

lately i was thinking about having ** with you. you always told me you'd give me ** if i wanted it. although lately we've been kinda distant, i yern to have ** with you.

i dream about it and think about how to make you have ** with me. i thought about ** you, i thought about your ** inside me. i had a strange dream where the tip of your ** looks like the power symbol/button? on the computer and you went in me. (yey that was weird)

i don't know why, but i think if i don't get ** soon, i might go insane. I want you H Darling.