I really love you and I really
wish you find this
All this time I wanted to make sure
that you too loves me all the same.
I just don't want to force you into
a relationship that you will regret.
I know I am such an idiot for
trying to overthink about how much your
love for me is. I really regret all those
that I have said about your lack of care
for me. The memory continuously haunt me.
I know I may never have you like we used to
but please understand all that I have said
that you don't care about me. That is just
pure impulse and I never meant it. The least
I want is you not hating me. I know you might
never forgive me for doubting your love,
and I know you will never accept my reasons
for doing so, but do know that I really love
you even if you hate me.