Am I pathetic?
I was raped when I was 8 years old. My parents ignore me. My brother treats me like s***. I barely have any friends here. My mom keeps moving. She doesn't listen to me. My dad cheats on my stepmom. ALL THE TIME. And he lies about everything. He won't even take me to get some clothes without my mom threatening him if he doesn't. I'm in love with my ex-boyfriend. He's dating a W**** who f**** his best friend all the time. He knows. I am also in love with 3 other guys. They are all close to me and have known me forever. I love them all. I'm scared that I'll never be loved. Today, one of my ex boyfriends told his best friend (and also my best friend) that he only dated me because I 'have huge t***.' Really?
I feel like my world is coming to an end. I know I'm only in high school but I have tried to commit suicide numeral times. I've cut myself since I was in 5th grade (soon after I was raped). I hate life and I'd rather be dead.
....Am I pathetic?