Out of character for me
I have never had a one night stand or meet a stranger online for s** and I have always been in one long term relationship or another. I'm at a place in my life I just want to be single & alone w/o the pressure of a relationship or meeting a man's needs. I am focusing on my career & family after my fathers death, my mom has health issues & I just bought my 1st home & I did it on my own. I finally feel strong & independant...but I miss s** & I just want to be pounded, I need to feel a man's body against mine and inside me. I over heard some co-workers joking about craig's list hook ups so the other night at home I looked it up. I almost responded to one but I got scared so I didn't. I don't know if I should or just be a good girl.....ugh, sooo frustrated.