I know what I'm doing
I hate it when people press me, asking me if I'm really "okay". No, I'm not okay sometimes, but I never want to burden them with my troubles, and even if I'm past that, it only makes me feel vulnerable and I hate it. So don't worry about me. I'm a big girl, I just need to buck up. I will do what I need to do so other people don't get dragged down with me, even if it is something I am completely against. So just leave me be; I know what I am doing here.