I'm addicted to doing things that I'm not allowed to do, and so I'm a serial cheater. It's not even that I'm h**** all the time or that the s** I'm getting on the side is particularly good. It's just that I grew up being told that s** was wrong outside of marriage, and so the idea of having things that I wasn't supposed to have became sexy.
Then I got married, and suddenly it was okay for me to have s** with him . . . and that made me not want to have s** with him any more.
I disgust myself.