Can't get her outta my head
I'm a 32 yr old female and I must confess that I have been in love three times. The first two times were with men. The first one - the age difference got to us, and we couldn't be together. He was 41 I was 19. I know what's wrong with me? The second time was with a man who was totally forbidden due to his race. Finally, the third and ultimate time ... was and still is with my best friend. And my best friend is a woman, and I am also a woman. And to top it all off - she is married. And I can't get her out of my head, nor do I want to try. I don't know how to live without her. She loves me too, and it sucks because we can't be together. Why do these things happen? Why do I fall madly in love with people that I can't ever have? She makes me happier than any one human being that's walked the planet. I suffer this pain every day. To know that we love each other, and can't be together. This is killing me. I don't know how to breath without her by my side. I don't know if anyone else has ever been in this situation, but it's absolute torture.