I feel pathetic because I am 25 and I've never had s**. I wish I could just go out to bars like most girls and pick up someone and have s** with them. It's not normal to be a 25 year old virgin. I don't know why I want to just wait until I am in a relationship, but I do. I went last night to a bar just to have s** with a random guy, and even though I got extremely drunk and more confident. I went home because it felt wrong. I wish I hadn't stuck to my morals in High School. Back then, I had three boyfriends but I wanted to be out of High School before I had s**. So I turned them all down. I regret it now.