You invest yourself more into our relationship then your school work. We're in a long distance relationship and I'm scared that because of our situation and your obsessiveness with us, we are going to suffer financially in the future. You never seem to be concerned with money at all, you're always spending it on games and silly cute gifts and you're even planning on spending all the money you have saved up just to see me. I have a feeling if we do get married, we're going to suffer a great deal, and in addition starting a family will only complicate everything.
There is also the 'where are we going to live' problem. I like my country, and you like yours. Our families are in two different places and I don't want to give up mine, and don't want to ask you to give up yours, though I know you would. What are we going to do? Our future is so uncertain and scary. We are only 18 but what if we don't set ourselves up to make it? It's okay if I hit rock bottom alone, but if we both do, how will we get back up again?
I love you, but I've been starting to think, maybe you aren't the person I need to go out in the world with, although I couldn't wake up to any other face. I'm just scared.