I believe I still love my first love. It's been four years since we have broken up.
He abused me, physically, mentally, and sexually, and yet I still loved him.
I met a new boy, and he changed my world. We've been together for going on two years, and we are moving in together next month.
He's everything I could ever ask for, hope for, and more.
He's my own little prince charming in a way.
But the thing is, I've been hiding a secret from him.
About a month ago, my ex drove three hours to come see me in the new town that I was living. We spent the whole day together, doing the little things that we used to do when we were together. It was nice taking a trip down memory lane.
Ever since that day, I haven't been able to get him out of my head. The odd thing was, I hadn't thought nor talked to him until one day he randomly called me and told me he was in my town and wanted to get together.
Then today, I find out that he has a new girlfriend, and it hurt me a little. I don't know what i'm feeling, and it scares me.
I can see myself having a future with my current boyfriend, but I can't help but feel guilty for keeping from him the fact that these old feelings for my ex have come flooding back.
I don't know what to do.