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Another busted resolution
My best girlfriend's husband and me started having this affair last winter. We knew it was wrong but we couldn't help ourselves because we are so good together. The ** is unreal. We tried to quit three times during 2016 but we always got back together. We both know it has to end and so we swore to new Years resolutions to stop it after we were together for New years Eve but that didn't even last for three weeks because we got together this last weekend and made love for hours in a motel outside our town. I don't know what we are going to do but I know this: we don't seem to be capable of ever ending this relationship or ever staying off one another.
Sometimes chemistry is too hard to fight. I love my boyfriend so much and we’ve been together for a long time and our ** life is great but there is a married man I know whom I would not want to be married to but we get together and ** each other’s brains out sometimes only once a month. He has a huge ** and I just like being pounded by it once in awhile. Plus each other knows that the other is safe to **. No diseases. No one wants any more than what we have. I never thought I would be this person but it’s either him or random strangers. He can ** me like no other and I’m good for awhile.
You just have to let nature take it's course. Keep enjoying each other, until you get caught. THAT is when you will need to make some choices. For now, don't worry.
I understand what you mean I think: enjoy it for however long it lasts. I get that. Our love life is really really really wonderful, and I should appreciate and love it for each minute we're together and not dwell on the negatives. Yes, to worry about the negatives is to waste or taint our valuable time making love. I appreciate your insight and for taking the time to share it. Thank you.