Confessions of a 15 year old girl(:

Well, I want to see how people view me, I'm always open to everyone about every aspect of my life, but no one has the guts to tell me what they think of me, mostly because I can fight really well.

I live in the country, from Nebraska, always have, but I guess Im sort of a scene girl.

When I was 12 I lost my virginity.
I started smoking pot when I was 12.
I started doing cocaine when I was 13.
Ive had s** at least a thousand times,
but Ive only slept with 6 people.
One of them was for drugs.
I love to drink.
I smoke cigarettes all the time, my dad shares and buys for me.
Ive made a couple p*****.
Ive done most drugs that I can name.
Ive been arrested over 5 times.
I spent six months in Juvenile Correctional Facility for assault with a deadly weapon.
I have a baby who is 16 months old, but we put him up for adoption because the father was abusive.
I have tattoos.
I love to fight.
Im engaged now.
Ive lived on the streets of the nearby city.
I used to cut myself.
I burn myself with cigarettes sometimes.

I think I might be a s** addict, Ive done almost everything sexually. I love giving head, being tied up, held down, slapped, choked, silenced. I think about s** all the time. I m********* a lot, when my fiance isnt home.

So, tell me your honest opinion of me.

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  • Find your way back to God

  • You are a spoiled rotten little b****.

    You were never taught to control yourself so you think you can do what ever pleases you whenever you want to.

    Unfortunately, you are lost. There will be no changing you and you will doubtless end up dead with a needle or a bullet in you. Please do so before you have any more children though. We need to clean up the gene pool some.

    Beyond that you just really do not matter to me one bit. I just hope your passing does not cause any more grief than you already have.

    Further.... your father should have his b**** removed because he is not fit to father any more psychopathic larvae! Allowing him, and your mother for that matter, to do so will only cost society more and more.

  • I think that you are a lost child. You need guidance from someone.

  • Thanks for telling me what you think.

    You guys this has over 260 views, please comment and tell me what you think of me.

  • Mom?

  • Honestly, I think it's sad that at 15 you're going through all that. Sounds like you're in a constant state of survival mode. You use S**, drugs, self harm, fighting and anger to escape and avoid facing the problems in your life, and your past. Everything you do are all cries for attention and the continuing need to be loved. You keep your feelings bottled up until you explode, but you also never truly let people in.

    But you also sound intelligent and observant and hopefully open to changing your life's path. Being able to make a list like that takes a lot of courage. Can you make a list about the positives in your life or things you like to do?

    It sounds like if you can't deal with what's going on inside, you'll wind up in prison or dead. You have to make a concerted effort to make changes and figure out what you want to do with your life. Because there is always hope to make changes..

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