i feel like, im only good enough to
i feel like, im only good enough to have s** with, and im not good enough to be with someone. i miss the feeling of love so much, it hasnt happened in over a year for me. i really am starting to feel hopeless and like im not worth even caring about. and its all because of my first love. he makes me feel and tells me that im a fuckup and im not going to ever do anything right in life. idk as if hes mad or if hes telling the truth, but he HAS moved on with a fake w**** that pretends everyday to be someone shes not. she trys to act perfect, but i can see beyond that. i can see her eating disorder, her case of depression, and how she plays her act. but i refused to do that any longer for him, anf gave up.