I don't want the responsibility of
I don't want the responsibility of growing up.
I just want to get laid once, and really enjoy it, and then die.
I've always thought dying in a car accident or something might not be so bad. I mean, you're dead, you don't feel anything, including the loss of the rest of your life.
Also, a lot of times, I've just imagined what would happen if I got a chronic illness, or almost died, or got paralysed, or actually died. Who would come to see me in the hospital? Who's lives would be really affected by what happened to me? Who would cry at my funeral, and really mean it?
It's a little morbid, and also...weird..
Is it unhealthy? Does my thinking like this make me insane?