I'm a cheat
I love my boyfriend more than anything in the world but for some reason I can't stop myself from cheating. Most of the time I don't even want to but I just let it happen. I've brought someone home with me, didn't want to sleep with him (or do anything to be honest) but didn't have the b**** to kick him out so something happened. Then I went home with a friend from school, didn't sleep with him, but think I would have if he had a condom. And worst of all, I had s** with a complete stranger in the back of his car. I don't remember how it started, or if I even said yes to having s**, but that doesn't change that it did happen. Apart from these times I have kissed guys before, I've even lost count now of how many. I know I'm a horrible person and he deserves better than me, but I don't know why I do it. My life would be over if he ever found out.