Now there gone.
Me and my boyfriend of a year on and off have for the first time officially ended. I can't sleep with the thought of him being gone, he fights so hard to keep me and then decided in the course of an hour he didnt love me and in fact didnt even think he liked me as more than a friend. This completely crushed me, he's the only guy who has ever loved me through everything, who stood by me in my worst moment and then just decided he didnt love me anymore? i cant think of anything that i did and can't understand how he can just forget about me like this?? Everytime i try to sleep i just want to break down and cry, i've been tossing and turning over an overdose all night and the more i think the better it sounds, the only reason i can't do it is because i want him to relise he still loves me which can't happen if im dead...but he made it clear he will NEVER love me again...Feb 29, 2012