I'm afraid I screwed everything up :/

Yesterday I was driving home with this guy I like. Usually our drives are filled with talking and no silences. The difference was this time as we were leaving work this guy who's kinda friends with him was standing by the door talking to our boss. Our boss was originally going to drive me home until the guy volunteered to. When he saw us walking out together he asked the guy if he was taking me home. He nodded, and then asked a question related to work. While he was talking to our boss for a minute the guy by the door kept winking. As we walked out I could hear him faintly saying in sing-song "[name's] gonna get lucky~". I pretended not to hear it, and I'm pretty sure he did because he looked like he was trying hard not to look back.

When we were driving I noticed his eyes weren't always on the road. Usually every few seconds he'd turn towards me while we were talking. I've never seen him do it that much. Most of the time he'll stop and look at me only when we were stopped with a few glances between then. Most other people I drive with rarely even look since they're trying to focus on the road. There also were plenty of awkward pauses that seemed to last forever. It was mostly him asking me questions, but I felt bad because he knows everything about my life and I only know a little about his. I tried asking a few questions myself, but then he made a wrong turn and I had to direct him back to the main road and we got sidetracked. I just really want to show I do care, but I don't know how...I hate being shy. :/

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