19 year old virgin
I'm 19 years old and still a virgin. and i'm not a virgin because i've never dated or that i'm not attractive. i am pretty hot and can get a date without much effort...i'm a virgin purely by choice. but everyone has it in their head that i have had a lot of s** by just looking at my body. i can't help it that i'm well endowed. i was initially happy about having a nice body, but now its getting so annoying with the ideas people have of me. i have gotten physically intimate with few of my boyfriends but always held back from s**. and with almost all my friends being non virgins and enjoying s**, its soooo effing difficult to control my urge to have s**. i'm easily turned on and m********* quite a bit, and stopping before s** is excruciatingly difficult. i dont know why i beat myself up so much about it and put such a huge value on s**. it's infuriating to have guys think i've banged guys real good...when i really haven't!