Sometimes I just feel like everything would be better if I was just hated by everyone. I hate dealing with the feelings of my friends and boyfriend. telling them my feelings also bother me. I get so annoyed and upset easily. my mood fluxuates a lot during the day and most of the time I just don't want to talk to anyone. I just wish for a day or two everyone could leave me alone so I could get things straight but I know it won't happen.