I'm Not The Goody Goody Guy I Seem To Be
I'm 19 and I go to church, teach Sunday School, and sing on the church choir. I don't smoke, drink or do drugs, and my father's a minister. I look like a goody goody guy who would never do anything wrong. I get great grades in college and behave myself. Parents of my friends think I'm the perfect person because I'm so polite. I got one problem though. I'm easy with women, and somehow they can tell. When I go out on dates, before the night ends my dates usually starts touching me inappropriately. Problem is I like it and can't stop them.
Worse than that, I'm afraid the word has gotten out. Many women my age and older ask me out ... but the dates always end with them making me have s**. I should have the willpower to just say no and drive them home. I don't though. They start talking sexy to me and before I know it they're giving me directions to a place to park my car so they can start making their moves on me. I'm not proud of this. In fact I'm ashamed and feel God will punish me for being so easy. Every time I have one of these incidents, I vow I'll never give in again. And, then I get too weak to keep my vow and I'm in the front or back seat of my car with some date all over me.
My Christian friend Larry says I should read the Bible more to get the demons of l*** out of me. So far it's not working.