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What do I do now.
I feel like i've just ** up my life. I have a 2.9 unweighted gpa with a 3.2 weighted. My last SAT score was 1520. My dream is getting into William & Mary, or Emory. Im trying to make up my past D's online. Im a junior. I need a 2000+ SAT score to stand out. Suicide is definitely an option.
Dead yet?
suicide is not good dude . get one of those'life is good' shirts and youll understand
College is over rated these days, so don't feel bad. I had a buddy who went to school for Music Recording and spent about 60,000 on school loans for room and board and for the schooling itself. He works at a gas station because that's the best job he can get. I don't know where you live, but skilled trades people are in a big demand these days in the US because schools kept telling everyone to go to college. And many of these jobs pay very well, even more so then some 4 year degrees. Plus many trade schools will basically pay for your education as you work for them and go to school at the same time.
I attempted suicide because ive had chronic pain every day since i was 5, i had an epiphany that i had no desire to live when i was 7, i became addicted to cutting myself when i was 11, i formed social anxiety disorder and insomnia when i was 12, became addicted to prescribed medicine when i was 15 and i intentionally overdosed several months later. I still haven't forgiven myself for putting my family through that. Killing yourself over not getting into the college you want is a selfish little ** move.
Suicide is never an option. For someone so smart, that's not a very smart solution. So, everytime things don't go your way or you ** up you're going to threaten to take your life? Life is about dealing with challenges. You have many options, take the pressure off of you and just do your best. That's all you can do. And maybe you're really not ready for college right after high school. Just consider this one option..do what you can to improve your grades now and apply to colleges. Also, look into a nearby community college. Go there for a semester or two, take classes, improve your GPA and then transfer into your college of choice. You'll get there, you just may have to take a different path.