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I feel like a murderer
I got diagnosed with genital herpes 2 years ago from a complete ** who couldnt care less about me. I was so depressed you would think I never wanted to have ** with anyone ever again, wrong I have slept with over 40 men and I have not told anyone of them that I have it. I feel like a murderer I guess my ** up thinking is if I never see that guy again it doesnt matter if I tell him or not. Im not sure how many lives I have ruined so far.
I usually try to not pass judgment on anyone, but what your doing is just terrible. Please stop, I guess whats done is done but dont continue disrespecting yourself and others, please.
I really dont need you guys judging me. Thank you. I have already heard everything. I think ** WAS a way of coping with my pain because it felt good. an in the moment kind of feeling. I do know I have a disease but that doesnt mean im a ** or im dirty or trashy I got herpes from the second guy i ever slept with, Real trashy? Im seeking help I see a counselor every week and i have GREAT family and friends who support me. Ive been 2 months sober of not informing a guy that I have this. WOOOOOO!!
You are the kind of person who makes me very happy that I am a zoophile.
I've got herpes too and it's not right what you're doing. You know it. It isn't right to ** others over who had nothing to do with you getting herpes. Even if they're dumb or ignorant enough not to check if you have it. They should ask but that doesn't take your responsibility away from you to disclose your condition.
Don't take out your hurts on others. Look online for herpes support websites and talk with others who have it too and share your pain. They'll understand.
You aren't a murderer because people don't die from herpes but you are victimizing others as someone is bound to get it from you because of viral shedding, even when you don't have active sores.
I hope you work things out. It sounds like you have issues way more serious than actually having herpes.