I cant believe im here crying myself to sleep for a third night in less then a week. Dumb thing is my so called boyfriend is here but choses to walk away. What makes it worse is im 26 weeks pregnant. And i just found out when i move into an apt with my mom to save money for the newborn he plans on only being a part of the babies life and not mine. I would have rather been ditched at the beginning of the pregnancy not almost 7 months in. I wouldnt want this for any pregnant woman. Its a horrible feeling.