Please tell me i'm not pregnant...
I had s** with this guy i've been seeing, and we didn't use a condom. Stupid, I know, but when you're caught up in the moment, you don't think of the consequences and the aftermath of having s**. And I'm only in highschool... A couple weeks have passed and I've been thinking... what if I am pregnant? I am completely terrified knowing there could be a baby in me. And, ironically, I'm taking a course called Child Development. Next week I'm getting a fake robot baby, to see how hard teen pregnancy is.
But today... my aunt came to visit me. She asked me for a pee sample because she knew mine was clean, (she had been driking last night), and I did it. It wasn't until later when it hit me; WHAT IF I'M PREGNANT? I'm sitting here, waiting. Waiting for nothing? Waiting for her to call me and tell me I'm pregnant? I have a lot on my mind now; I might not be pregnant, it might be too soon for my urine to test positive, or Jen is going to be the one to tell me I'm pregnant.
I told myself I would save myself until I was married. That's a promise to myself that I broke. My life is going to change dramatically - pregnant or not.