Just a random rant...

I'm in love with my best friend. Thankfully, he loves me back. Unfortunately, I only found out that he shared my feelings because we were talking and he was assigned to tell me that the other guy in our friendship trio loves me. I told him I loved him and not the other guy, and now we're a couple I suppose. Still, I feel terrible for my other friend because he was crushed that I didn't love him; he got way too overcommitted to me when I didn't love him that way back. So now the dynamic of the three of us's friendship is totally messed up. I love being in love with the one boy though, it's great. however, my only problem with it is that I don't know why, but I just can't bring myself to tell my family. We're both 18 and just in our last year of highschool, so I still live at home. I don't worry that my parents will be mad or anything, I'm just not the kind of person who anyone (all my other friends were shocked that *I* had fallen in love) let alone my parents thinks would fall for a guy, especially at my age. Crazy silly me had to fall in love and mess up my life. It's a wonderful and terrible thing all at the same time.

Mar 17, 2012

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  • You're all probably going off to college soon right? Just saying, its not going to get any less complicated...trust me...

    Talk to your parents. Talk to your friend. Do whatever you have to do - talk to people individually in private, talk over the phone, pick a comfortable setting and just get it over with. These people probably care a lot about you and ultimately want you to be happy. Even that last guy, it sucks but everyone is that guy sometime.

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