I don't mind being a virgin, because I'm not ready to have s** at all. I just hate that I've never experienced anything most teenagers have. I'm 17 and I've never been kissed or ever been in a relationship. Guys don't really notice me, and the only guys who have were perverts that just wanted someone to mess with.
I wonder what's wrong with me. I know I'm not skinny or pretty, but I'm honest and caring. I wonder if I'm going to be like this forever.