Fear of touching me...
I always had a kinda fear of men touching my body and I'm 17.
I cant remember when it started but i wouldnt let any man touch my body i would get so scared!
But when I started to date my ex who was 32 I would let him touch me and do other stuff with me, I guess it was because I knew I was safe with him, he would hold me tightly against his body both naked this I had let no male who I dated do to me, as I felt so scared and nervous.
When I dated Dan he would always reassure me and ask me if I wanted to do stuff with him before he did.
Now we are broken up I wont let any guy hug me or touch me anymore and I dont know what to do?