Ever since I was in fourth grade, I always looked at this this called "Yaoi", otherwise known as gay anime guys doing stuff together. Sometimes I make an excuse for myself and say that it's art, I'm only looking at it cus it's art. I'm not a pervert. But sometimes I look at it and think about how much I hate myself for looking at it. It's not right. I was always taught it's wrong. But sometimes, times like tonight, I look at it and realize that I like it because one of the "members" always does something cute, or looks cute, or gets all this attention... The cute little one always gets the perfect treatment.. And really, that's all I wanted- Was a little love and attention.