I know, I'm pretty pathetic for a teenager.
I'm 19 years old and have not had a proper boyfriend.
I've never even held a guys hand let alone had s**. Throughout high school, I was severely bullied due to my appearance. All of my jobs, I've been around women or the men were far too old. In my current workplace, there is only one guy and he's married and...big, shall we say. I don't have alot of friends and the one I do have is pregnant. I went to a housewarming party a while back and had a few guys hit on me but they were high on some form of drug, I dunno what one, or incredibly drunk. The boyfriends I have had have cheated on me or used me to get closer to one of my friends.
I just wanna meet a guy and have a relationship. I'm getting desperate but I don't want to just walk up to a guy and ask him out without knowing much about him.