I have lied about everything
I have lied to everyone. Since I moved to a new state where I didnt know anyone I have lied about things that should never be lied about.
I have told people that I had gotten pregnant out of high school and was involved in prostitution and my p*** beat me and my child died. This is the ugliest lie i can think of anyone telling. Why would I do that? I dont understand.
I also stretched the truth about the abuse i endured as a child. Telling people i was in and out of foster care and was beaten and starved. Yes I had been in a foster home and was abused, but not to the extent that I tell people.
I have let these people believe a life that never existed. Now the lie has gotten so big I cant turn back. I have to keep up laying the game and I dont know how to stop.