A Collector's Vids
In the past 3 years I've made more than 20 home videos with different girls. At first the joy was in making the collections and knowing that they had no idea they were being filmed. There were averaged sized ones, tiny ones, a couple plumper ones. Some were hairless, some had the kind of hair I love pushing my fingers through with one hand while bringing it from behind... I began collecting nationalities... Chinese, Korean, Thai, American, Canadian, Taiwanese, a latina whose ethnicity I forgot to ask... I collected hair colors - Blonde, Black, Brown... I lost my virginity ages ago to a true natural redhead... I never felt the need to find another. As you can tell by my nationalities I prefer black.
I realized a fantasy of sitting there watching many of these vids playing simultaneously... and now I'm just really bored.
It's like I've seen the top of the mountain and there doesn't seem to be much purpose in s** anymore.
Something has broken inside of me, and now I can't figure out if I hope to finds a new fantasy, or if I just stay broken.
I suppose there is one place I've yet to go (not counting when I was in high school)... and in this country, at least, it's not illegal being that the age of consent is 13. Unfortunately it's also not very practical. I'm not a rapist - I require consent.
It's really sad when s** has been likened to a collector's set, and you realize that you've obtained everything that you wanted.
Ahh well, gotta catch em all...