my confession is that for my whole
my confession is that for my whole pregnancy and the first 5 months of my son's life, I didn't know who his father was. It makes me feel like a total s***, but I'm really a good girl at heart (well, i used to be, but not so much anymore)
But I feel really bad, because I didn't tell both of the men that my son might not be theirs. I only told one (the one that I was pretty sure was the dad) and the other guy thought the baby was his through the whole pregnancy. I feel bad, because part of the reason his dad has never seen him (the one i did tell,) is because of me. And I don't want my son to hate me forever. And I hope his dad can forgive me for (partly) causing him to miss a big part of his first year. He wasn't exactally the best guy in the world, but I still feel partly responsible for how much he has missed out on. it really sucks. And I hope he never tells our son.