On/off switch on fetishes
So I have many fetishes...
BDSM, Tickle Torture, even Rape sometimes...
But it's like an on/off switch. I'll be spending a whole day fantasizing about something, and be totally wet from it...then all of a sudden, it will all just go away.
I've never been in a relationship, but I'm worried that this may affect a future one. Either I'll find a guy who enjoys my fetishes as well, and I'll freak out during them after my off switch switches. Or I'll be enjoying it then all of a sudden switch off and be totally turned off, and ruin it for him.
Or I'll be stuck with a guy who doesn't enjoy my fetishes, so when I feel the need for them, I'll feel strange and guilty around him.
Does anyone else feel this way?