I still love him.
I had s** with my ex boyfriend who has a girlfriend! We had s** 3 weeks ago. They've been together for a year and a month . He and I have talked about getting back together but it doesn't seem like it's going to happen cause he loves her. I have always had hope that he and I would get back together but now it seems like I want to give up. We talked about getting married and naming our kids but our relationship ended 2 years ago. We're still in love and it's confusing me. I know I want to be with him but I don't know if he wants to be with me. He was my first love and the first guy I had s** with. He doesn't regret cheating on her but he feels bad about it. He's with his girlfriend and he's happy with her but he still wants to keep me in his life. He doesn't want me to leave. We're planning on having s** again very shortly but I don't know if it's a good idea. I don't know if he's using me or if he really wants to be with me.