No I will not marry you.
If he was to ask me to marry him right now, I would say no. I'm scared for him to propose, as I know he has a ring.
He has changed so much by not having a job. He is not the same man. He has let himself go, he has become lazy and pathetic. He acts like he is a child, from this confident, quiet, polite, sexy and gorgeous man, to a boy that I have to look after. He is self sabotaging. He is throwing away job opportunities and I don't know why. He won't let anyone help. He just sits around all day playing video games in the dark.
Until he fixes himself, I will not be his wife.
Because I wouldn't be his wife. I would be his mother.
And I would despise him for it.