I still love Ben but I also know he
I still love Ben but I also know he won't come back, I must find someone for myself. I am feeling hopless about getting married. I don't trust myself, I am thinking about Ben all the time. I guess I will happy for whole day if he talks to me in the morning. I just miss him, so much. I want him back, even just for one day. I want him back even just spend one day with me. I want him!!!!!