I'm not gay but.....
Last year my wife went out of town for a few days to visit family. I have for a long time thought about giving a b******. The only person I have ever been with is my wife. I was a virgin on my wedding night and everything. But this day temptation got the best of me. I got real h**** and went website and but and "ad" out. A guy contacted me and we arranged a time.
He got to my house and walked in. He unzipped his paints and got on my knees. He had an average, but nice sized c***. I was a little nervous but I went down. I gave him a b****** on y couch in my living room. i told him not to "finish" in my mouth, so just before he did he told me and i grabbed a towel and he finished there. He left and that was it.
I cant tell my wife because she will leave me. The problem is that even though I'm not gay, i think about giving b******* ALOT. I get really hard thinking about doing it again. And I get super hard thinking about my wife "forcing" me to do suck another man.
I wish there was someway to get her into that. Well, i just wanted to get that off my chest.