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Sad and pathetic
As soon as I'm finished masturbating, I cry. I'm not sure why. I always have a lot on my mind and I'm pretty depressed, but it's never just one thing. what the ** is wrong with me.
All you need is a really good **! I was the same, feeling all lost & depressed. I ordered a few ** toys and hoped that would ease my lonliness but like you I felt ashamed. Then one day a neighbor stopped by and said he had noticed I was down and out and if I had something he could help me with all I had to do was tell him. So I told him about how lonly I was, about the ** toys and how ashamed I was after using them. Then he asked if having ** by myself was fun? I thought about it for a bit & thought all he was wanting was a piece of **. He said he had read somewhere that ** releases stress but it was up to me whether I did it with a toy or with a man. So for the past month I have been getting ** by this guy three times a week. Now all I have is a sore ** but its better than lonliness.
God is punishing you.
God is not punishing anyone. Show some compassion.