I seperated from my emotionally and physically abusive husband of 3 yrs and moved home with my parents. When I saw my -ex bf from middle school I was delusional thinking we would have a healthy relationship. He confessed he lives a life of crime and rapes women and is more delusional than I am. The scary part is although I changed my number so we couldn't talk anymore, I still like him. I feel doomed that every man I am attracted to I can't trust. I don't trust my judgement about men. But I don't want to be alone forever.