I am Hollow
Emotions and feelings are extremely difficult for me to express. Nothing feels the same as it use to. I have many great things in my life and for some reason Im more comfortable being alone and by myself. The girl of my dreams is right there and Im too afraid of how things will turn out if I were to actually let her aware of my feelings. I don't think I have what it takes to truly make her happy. I would die for her but I don't want to drag her down or see her unhappy. Just about every person I love has made it hard for me to trust them. I believe thats what this all boils down to. Trust. I can't trust anyone, I can hardly trust myself how could I ever expect her to do the same?